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at the end of the day, you Shut up.
Ian

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 7:25 AM

In my heart,
You're made up of two very different emotions.
Happiness and Pain.

So to reduce the pain, I have to sacrifice the happiness.
But if i want more happiness, the more the pain comes.

Everything in my life has traces of you.
My house, where you've been.
My computer, which you used.
The tiles of my floor, where you stepped on.
My handphone, which you checked.
My basketball, which you loved.
My life, which was yours.

You know, when _____ unknowingly talked about you,
I used to think that I should be over you.
But then, these emotions suddenly came out.
All the pain and happiness, all coming back.
Bittersweet. Yes.

I make myself sound so fucking retarded.
Letting myself fall into this and thinking I'm the only one who hurts.
I know you might feel the same way, just that you're keeping quiet,
I don't think I can keep this on anymore.
It hurts me to see how much it hurts you.
I don't want to do this to you, you know.
I know that if you feel better, I'll get better too.
I know that I want you to feel happy, even if it isn't me who can make you happy.

What the hell am I saying man.
I just got very.. pissed. I don't even know why.
Stupid girl.


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