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Thursday, June 11, 2009, 6:51 AM

Hey guys. I'm leaving for Korea next Tuesday..
Which means I get to skip training (:
Weijie's coming along with his parents.
Tiffany&Stacy asked me to help them get cosmetics.
Gosh. My mom got doughnuts from the doughnut factory today.
She got super excited and showed me the doughnuts that she got and started pointing to the dark chocolate one with a smile.
so it went,
Me: Why the heck are you pointing to a doughnut?
Mum: The chocolate.
Me: What about it?
Mum: It's mine. *Gives a face*
Me: Urhhh. Yeah. Sure.

That's my mum. She can't grow up or something.
Training tomorrow. I don't want to go.
Maybe I'll just skip it or something. I swear, Weijie's not going, I hope.






















Things have been changing a lot.
Sometimes when I talk to her, She doesn't feel the like the old her anymore.
She's matured, that's true, but..
Whenever my heart tells me to let go, when my heart tells me its time, my hands would just grip onto her tighter,
making sure that she does not fall deeper into harm’s way.
But she seems like she does not want me to help her anymore, she keeps pushing everybody’s helping hands away.
She is like family, she is my family .
She has supported me and helped me in so many ways that I can possible think of.
I care about her so much.
What she is going through is something that she cannot go through alone and I want to help her.
But she does not seem to want the help given. I don't like seeing her suffer like this alone.
But I will always tell her that she is not alone because I am with her always.
No matter what,
She is like my sister, but sometimes.. I feel that I can't help her.
I feel like I just can't.
I listen to her cry over the phone and I don't know what to say to her anymore.
I'm sorry.. I really am.
but I need you to know that don't take sides.
I believe whatever you said to me and I trust you as much as I love you, ______.

.

No matter what you're going through, I'll always be by your side.
Even if you no longer need me, I'll still be there supporting you.
Being the shadow you might never pay notice to.
But when you need me, I'll be right there .
When you are prepared to talk to me, tell me how you feel, I'll be there to listen.
Whatever you said to me today, I believe you.
But please don't hurt yourself anymore now.
If you expect me to side with someone and ignore how you feel, then sorry, I can't do it.
I love you too, cat.


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